About Aufbruch/Matt: Eine Methode der Aufmerksamkeit
What This Is
Aufbruch/Matt is a lived experiment. Twelve months, twelve operas by Richard Wagner, mapped onto New York City as a sequence of walks, listening sessions, and reflections. A year-long Wagnerian walking practice through New York City.
It is not a guide to Wagner. It is not a travel blog. It is not a productivity system.
It is a method for attention. Using music, movement, language, and seasonality to think about ambition, inheritance, collapse, renewal, and time.
Why Wagner
Wagner wrote works obsessed with beginnings and endings. Origins of power, the weight of legacy, the cost of desire, the exhaustion of systems, and the possibility of renewal. Those questions are not historical. They are contemporary.
Rather than treating Wagner as monument or taboo, this project treats him as material. Something to walk with, test against the present, and translate into lived experience.
Why New York
New York is not a backdrop here. It is an instrument. Ferries, subway lines, waterfronts, neighborhoods, weather, crowds, solitude. These are not illustrations of the operas but counterpoints to them. The city provides friction, scale, noise, and motion. Wagner provides duration, myth, and pressure. The meaning happens between the two.
How The Year Works
Each month is paired with one opera and one emotional register of the year:
Winter opens questions of exile, law, and beginnings
Spring wrestles with desire, identity, and contradiction
Summer stretches toward power, rupture, and inheritance
Autumn confronts collapse, memory, and reckoning
You can begin in January. You can also drop in anywhere. The project is cyclical, not linear.
How to Practically Engage
There is no correct way to do this. But a simple approach works well:
Read the month’s page slowly
Walk one or more of the suggested routes
Listen to the recommended passages while moving or immediately after
Notice what surfaces emotionally, intellectually, physically
Nothing needs to be completed. Nothing is tracked. This is not about mastery. It is about resonance.
What Kind of Attention This Rewards
Aufbruch/Matt favors:
Slowness over optimization
Repetition over novelty
Depth over summary
Presence over productivity
It assumes you are willing to sit with unresolved questions.
The Unresolved Question
This project does not attempt to answer everything it raises. One question runs through the year and remains intentionally open:
What does it mean to inherit a tradition without being owned by it?
Every walk, every listen, every month approaches that question from a different angle.
About the Author
This project is created by Matt Shadbolt as a personal practice. Publicly shared, but not performative. The writing reflects lived experience, not theoretical distance. You do not need to agree with its conclusions. You only need to walk with it for a while.
An Invitation
You are not here to keep up. You are here to pay attention. Enter anywhere. Walk slowly. Listen fully.
